heavy clouds

Floating on an island
in the ocean somewhere
somewhere cold and somewhere foggy
Is it the wine or the boredom
that makes me so groggy?
I feel too old to be this young
When was it that I was stung?
I am swelling
I am burning
with a poison so sweet
this breath runs through my veins
and I shout in the street
this experience is too short
for all the love I want to share
just one life time doesn't seem fair
but I am stuck on an island
with heavy dark clouds hanging low
I am planting the seeds
and then watching them grow.
The time of my life is passing me by
I sit alone in my room and quietly cry
for the ending of all
that this life means to me
I find solace in the stars
as I meditate by the sea
This island of mine is lonely and old
Won't you light a fire
before my heart becomes too cold?
I don't want to fade into the mist
but its where we are all going anyways
so let me feel free and knowingly exist.

Jerk

The container I've been held in
has broken wide open
I am free of the habitual sin.
All this time I thought I was weaker than you,
but now I see this as totally untrue
I've felt more deeply than you ever could
I dropped you out of my heart
and it felt really good.
You were never enough
to sustain my thirst,
You never understood putting me first
this is why I already forget your name
our time was just some silly old game
and it is you who has lost
and I who have won
you're shrowed in darkness
while I bask in the sun,
No more wasted thoughts
No more tears to cry,
many more hearts to break before I die
so I am off to the races
and I've made my bets
focused on living
I've got no regrets.

The net will not hold,
but you won't fall down.
The space in between is love

The thought was once nice,
but now
not true

so what will you do

its your choice
make a move
do something amazing