The poison seeps out of my thoughts
trickling down my neck
merging into the blood stream
filling my lungs with dirty air
I circulate fear this way
lubricating my joints in delusion
until actions become slippery with doubt
Eyes once opened in love
Open only in greed.
Anger beats my heart
Sloth softens my skin
Desire shields what is true.
Envy in my voice contaminates
my stream of consciousness.
Then I dream a new dream.
I will not be bothered by fear
I will crave love not war
I will run like a river flowing
not deluded in anger
I know where I'm going,
Taking pity on those who fight
who resist themselves from within
I am free of these poisonous doubts
that want me to live life in sin
I am stronger than ocean currents
More grounded than mountain ranges
The creator of the universe
resides inside my chest
In perfect clarity I see
It is all just a test
we find the answers
when we lose ourselves.