Still

All I have are words
these words are not enough
the range fails
to capture the colors I see
the sounds I hear
They fall short-when I try
to describe
the sun's reflection on the ocean
the wind's sounds blowing through
the tree's outside my window.
These words cannot define
my nature, my highs and lows
the failing of my language
is the emptiness of myself
why I appear blank
why I have no markings
I am nothing
I am no one
what a magic trick
I have learned

mosaci

The cold wind blows over
The sun does not shine
Sleep will not return
The clock ticks loudly
Regulating this
uncontrolled flood
of memory
Memories
that cut deep
into the flesh
Wounds ought to heal
unless the person
is damaged from
the onset
then what
Broken hearts
cry throughout
the night
without
a shoulder
I dream of
abstraction instead.

it's nothing

I am proud to be as transparent as the wind
See through me, I hide nothing
I hold onto simplicity
then let it go
I want everything
and nothing
from you

I take
I drink
I feast
on life

only to want more

Adrift is where I belong
somewhere gone,
forgotten
I exist
wondering how
its possible
to feel
so
alone

Looked Over

You look me over
you spit me out
Alone forever
I've got no doubt
It hurts so badly
to want you
but what hurts more
is to be forgotten
left alone in my need
I promise you
this isn't greed
It is infection
I am hooked
on a concept
I need some direction
anywhere to get away
From you, from me
its troublesome to
have a heart
that can bleed
Without breath
I stumble on
Battered and bruised
Defeated and broken
I've got nothing to lose
Hollow are my sails
I am still on the ocean
Absolutely alone
in a world of unknown.

yesterday now

Like a festival I come to town
I get you laughing
and you forget to frown
For a moment you are free
to feel the electricty
thats pulsing out of me
Come hold my hand
and kiss my mouth
Love something we understand
Don't miss a chance
to share yourself
to ask for a dance

an unanswered letter

Without words I wonder
Just where you are this night
Another day has passed us by
You're still beyond my sight
If I never see you again
I'll send this message on the wind,
That someday it may reach you
and somehow you hear my call,
You stole so many thoughts from me
You broke my happiness
To think I spent so many years
dreaming of just one kiss.
I have waited and was still
hoping for your action
that has never made me move.
Thank you for weaving
this web around me
showing me I'm stuck
if not for your trapping
I'd surely not have such luck
in realizing love is not singular
it is more than you and me
How wonderful a feeling
to realize I am free
Free from all the tangles
of loving one on one
I prefer to love a thousand
Then there are no vow's to break
and over this earth I'll travel
I will share and I will take
Tied to nothing and to no one
I'll spend my remaining days
and hope that when it's over
A world of Love I'll have made.

with out you

My eyes are full of wonder
with the glory of sight
I see magic in every day
I fall in love with every night

Half

Components & compartments
Divisions & divides
The days fly past in seconds
Suns streaking through the skies

Holding on to nothing
Moving along in peace
The clouds have no boundaries
My Being will not cease.

Good Morning Iloilo

The Sun rises in Iloio
while the Moon is still bright
I go forward certain
Illuminated by light

I have no fear of yesterday
Tomorrow holds no power
I Love fully Now
not waiting for the last hour

I revel in the beauty
that is around me all the time
This life is full of harmony
Each day another rhyme

I flow with every second
I know in every stance
that being alive as who I am
won't get a second chance

So I choose to live in wonder!
I choose to feel it all
I climb over any boundary
I jump over any wall!

Nothing can stop me from living
Until the stars decide
This body is my temple
where creation does reside

I share my love with any!
to all whom look my way
Thank you for your beauty
each and every blessed day

Love

another song to remind me

In my want

I see your need

in my haste

I am your greed

You are

as I am

you wish

and I can

My life

is your dream

This reality's not

what it seems

I can't be blamed

for being born

Don't look at me

with eyes of scorn

My skin is white

my voice is heard

you scream so loud

without saying a word

Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful

You are so beautiful to me

if only I ruled this world

Free, we would all be.

Erosion

A natural process-
letting you go
as the river wears
the earth beside
the passing of time
has cleared my mind
you have fallen away
without any fight
as easy as
the dark
becomes light

My heart POUNDS
but still,

you do not hear me.

seconds in the difference im sure

Oh the weight!
the pressure
I sink into earth
wet cold mud
surrounds me
In silence
I am ushered out
without having
removed my coat
I shake and no one sees

I shake for seeing
I tremble in truth
for having known
the difference between
human being
and being human,
the earth pulls hard

in love, the rest of my life

The light is shinning bright
over here from where I stand
Run with me free
bare feet making love to the land
because where ever we step
there and then we are one
With each and every plant
with the giant old Sun!
Where ever I go
I am a part of it all
Love is all I need know.
This beautiful body
is my ship I will sail
into the ocean
My Love will prevail.

last year

Another place
was I more alive?
As a wild flower
I live free,
but a void
there exists in me.


A tendency to think
takes me far away
from here.


Footsteps not taken
Never growing up-
Because of you I will forever
Drink love from my cup.


To walk through the dark
to a place cold and sterile
Alone I wear the scars
Each new day, my apparel


To you I know not
To you who needs aid
I promise to keep going
my hope will not fade,


We all journey together
through darkness
and light
hold steady to your heart
Give your All to this fight.

Sound of the Wind & Light of the Moon

Not a sound
I block it out.
The end-
it's there no doubt.

Like the light
of the Moon

I too am effortlessly
Radiant
I too, can light your way.

In the silence
in the haste,
I am still
I meditate
on Love.

Sound may return
what prevails
is the wind
the waves
laughter.

A lightness in my mind
A softness to my voice
I am certain as the Sun
Will rise again,
We are One.
This is a beautiful experience

30 degrees

Because I feel, I am
Knowing I see, I do
Forward Backward
Front Back
One happening
One event
You are you-ing
I am me-ing
Wait a minute now-
what exactly
are you doing?

We move about
Never looking up
Never wondering where
Right now
look up
look around you
wonder where the
end could possibly be
then you find it
and show it
to me