Dear 22222: What you lack is ambition

yes

On a cloud I am floating
through this space we call time
it matters not
which way you choose

we are awake,
or we are asleep

we possess the infinite
we are the infinite
all of creation
within each cell

bubbles in space

deep in the ocean
where the waters cold
no light penetrates
existence is revealed.
on top of the darkness
there is the pulsing
of energy flowing
breaking into the atmosphere
one by one reaching for the stars
they can't reach quite so high
and like a black hole
collapses infinitely within
an elegant turbulence
is in constant motion
a ceaseless current of instantaneous knowing
accompanied by the sounds of endless joy
never began, never stopping.

Sweet sounds

Rolling waves
undulating in my field of energy
infinity is my playground
life my playmate for a while.

Not stopping half way
going the distance
to understand Self
at all times, alive

Living not to repeat
presence is not a second chance
its the moment
then its gone

forever

then what,
who will you be
where will you exist
when you no longer exist?

burn the boundaries
drown the inhibitions
suffocate the fears
no time for later
when Here we Are.

shape less

Standing still
in the rain
is when I feel whole.
Are those tears
or rain drops
pooling in my eyes?
Alone in this world
of statues.
I walk about
listening for
hearts beating,
I hear nothing
but sounds
resonating off
the stones.
The echos
trick me into believing
I am not alone.
Here I am,
hopeful
even when
it hurts.

Hello, I'd like to get to know you

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I'm not your slave, Never will be.

If I was a ship I would be the largest to sail on any ocean,
if I was a building I would surely scrape the sky.
The heat of my fire would burn a hole through the earth
then I would reach into space, gathering all the pretty stars
adorning myself with radiance, glowing so bright
I'll no longer comprehend darkness.

So free I flow, nourishing life with an essence of being.
Merely breathing to breath, not to succeed
like the tall trees, I have already conquered
my concept of winning is growth, not accumulation
my need to love is inheritance, not desire
Seeing beyond and within matter- matters most to me

I lift the thin veil of seductive confusion
away from my face
and in an instant
I dissolve into nothingness
I become the wind blowing
Only passing through, never lingering long.

just in time

On time world
Sun rises on time
buses bus on time
moods swing on time
frost melts on time
Sleep on time
at work on time
Leaves fall on time
stars shine on time
everything always on time
everyone on time
forever on time
like a slave
we die on time
building up illusions
in time to start again
tomorrow.
on time today
for tomorrow.
Can we be sure of
tomorrow arriving
on time?

the on time sun rise
may be the last
on time morning
you'll ever see.
Let us break every clock
set ourselves free
stop scurrying like mice
searching for crumbs.
Love without your watch.
Live without a timer.
Freedom is not
a byproduct of fear.

discarded

Fast forward the parts with you involved
because I think you are uninspiring.
Cover those stupid searching eyes
I know you've never understood
anything you've ever seen.
Your two dimensional brain
cannot process color
and you live in greyness
on the border of black & white.
I will edit you out &
leave you on the cutting ground
you are never recognized
you lay in frozen frames
in pieces all over the ground
scattered on my floor
I sweep you up
and throw you away.

reflectance

You need someone to aim at -
Aim at me
You need someone to lie to -
Lie to me
You need someone to make yourself feel better -
Belittle me
You need to hear yourself speak-
drown me with your words

I am indifferent to you and others like you.
Because the world is full of people like you.
You are a carbon copy of a clone.
Nothing about you is original,
not even your first thought
upon waking in the morning.

So please, step on me,
walk all over me,
like I am your door mat
in the mud soaked spring

Use me until I am used up
fulfill your wants
then throw me away
like the piles of trash
you took out this morning

I am indifferent
I am mute
Quick sands quickly swallow whole
I am meaningless
in a meaningless world
& You
Mean
nothing
to Me.

office with the view

The beauty surrounding me evokes tears
the soul within me evokes tears
which I will cry silently
for all those who will never dream
for all those who have no hope.
I burn for you Earth
for your children
for your mountains
your oceans.
I walk as a shell of a woman
moving through life
oddly aware of the nature of time
the illusion, the confusion
Lead me, I will follow-
Just lend me your hand
I need you to hold my hand.

hang upon my alter

the air is thick with energy
that we make our way through
a silent force inside
urges and pulls
manuvers the oceans
unceasingly renewing
instantaneously connecting
every aspect of self
exact conception of new thoughts
while remembering
while breathing
while doing
stumbling towards something
attached to the wind
freely flowing through time
hollow eyes become
an alter to hold
the potential of the universe
seeing the vibrations
communing in infinite space
in this moment

where are you?

18-over done

Your words are full of your emptiness
I see your fear across your face.
Loud & brass you go on
& all I want is for you
to understand silence.
bring your ship into the harbour
before you sink so close to shore
I will never sail in your shallow waters
your meager winds would never support
my mighty sails. Watch me careen
towards the horizon, while you wait motionless.
you stand in your own way
but you won't ever get in mine.

fire work express

Everywhere
All around me! Taller than I can possibly reach
and lower to the ground than I can lay
There you are filling every inch of my awareness
with the hope of finding you
in every page I flip through
and every thought I have!
I'll walk down every aisle
never go to sleep
I'll wait forever for this,
for the conception of my purpose
for the spark to explode
and with it I will burn passionately
always prepared to leave
never ready to go
while I walk around the dead
I smell decay I see the river
has stopped running clear
and they look me in the eye
all I see is a blank stare.
I keep to this lonely path
Always believing in a better way.

spiced tea

I am lost in the depth
of the silky blackness
extending from your
exotic midnight eyes
dazzling light emanating
holding me hostage
where I stand

Star light in your eye

And now
we are still
seconds between us
only our eyes
are present.
Finally
we have found each other.
I knew all along
the power of Love.

Pale Yellow

Sounds are mellow
time goes slowly
smoothness of being melts
the frozen pump
you let your heart become.
Flowing with life force
We are free.

Light blue

Your Beauty
Intoxicates my life
Blinding me
Infected with the desire
to be near you.
Consumed with the fragrance
that is your essence.

Shrug

And this place wonders where you are
and why you are, the way you are
I welcome you if you need welcoming,
consider this, your welcome.
Time isn't in our interest

But time has proven tactful
in its delivery of love
Latitude & Longitude
reek havoc on my heart
I am divided
long before I was hole

In silence I captivate a selective audiance
one who acts
on my desires
also my

forgetfulness.

Here, you are there
Now, you are later.

Sorry to exist somewhere else,
but, its better here.

Now-

Like that I transport
into Now
I leave you behind
cause you only bring me sorrow
so leave me fly
you ain't ever gonna see me fly

I still reel in naked truth
because you took me
from my air
into your air
and I went
knowing I wouldn't be breathin

Now Im breathin
and you can't ever keep up
to the rhythms that im flowin in
cause you could never keep up

then

I become unrecognizable
and you thought you knew me.
I've told you from the beginning,
you'll never know me.
I don't have time for you.
To be honest
Being here
Is the best

You couldn't make this better
But you, the you I don't know.
You can make it everything.
Just like I make this your favorite coffee,
in your favorite place.
Tell you everthing you want.

Still not enough for me
Still rather be alone
in a laboratory
experimenting
with
explosives.

You were too gentle.
Too soft
to ever know tough.

Still me.
Still the only you I've ever known.

Bizarre kind of feeling

Staleness in the air I breath
is all a state of mind
I wander day and night
Listening to the sounds of the wind,
waiting to hear your voice carried with it
Hoping you send me something
over the distance
of oceans
continents
time & space.

Send me a feeling from the wild
something to trigger my animal instincts...
Under the full moon
I will howl out
my longing song
the heat from my
voice will melt thick ice caps
and penetrate the core of the Earth
I will fill the busy universe
with my Love.

Do you feel me yet?

for no one in particular, yet.

You there-
what do you see here?
I stand, open mouthed
swallowing the light from the stars
until I shine brilliantly.
As the light house guides
I will show you the way
home safely.
Wait now-
What sounds do you hear?
Is it the oceans rolling waves
cascading rhythmically onto shore ?
Refining every human habit
you always wanted rid of?
Release it here-
Sing your farewells.
Is this it you ask me,
Two blue eyes searching
two blue eyes-
Lost and found together
in the infinite ocean
of four unknown seas.
Let me cast my anchor
in this very ocean of love,
I will sail this way forever
in your blue eyes.
The undulations of your breath
the sun rise is your smile.