then

I become unrecognizable
and you thought you knew me.
I've told you from the beginning,
you'll never know me.
I don't have time for you.
To be honest
Being here
Is the best

You couldn't make this better
But you, the you I don't know.
You can make it everything.
Just like I make this your favorite coffee,
in your favorite place.
Tell you everthing you want.

Still not enough for me
Still rather be alone
in a laboratory
experimenting
with
explosives.

You were too gentle.
Too soft
to ever know tough.

Still me.
Still the only you I've ever known.