Insecurities

Addicted to a feeling
that goes by many names
I feed myself this poison
My tears like acid rains
I pollute my rivers freely
then wonder where is life
Trapped within a temple
I am this evils wife.
Married to illusion
I live again in fear,
that my song may not be sung
My words you will not hear.
I want to quit this craving
I need to let it go
Weeding the garden in mind,
Seeds of Love I will sow.

Silently I watch you move

What about the movements
The perfection of swaying
as the wind blows all troubles away
Like lungs breathing
uncontrolled by time
You just keep moving
in such a delicate way
No one seems to notice
but I do
I see you moving
with no where else to be
you stand above me
and below me
You love me and you don't ask why
Your movement is perfect
Watching you sway, I sit and sigh
the beautiful dance you do
I want to be just like you
Such presence
something intangible
only this moment is witness
to the glory of your being

Goddess

As the moon rises
as the sun sets,
the stars shine
and the oceans still...
from the cool
steady earth
reflects the light
of creation
this power
explodes in my stomach
I am fire
As quickly as I burn
I am forest,
Reaching high
I reach out to you
Standing so tall.
I grasp at the first
star of twilight
the purple surrounds
the stars are my pearls
Further I journey
through the galaxy
until I am midnight
I see forever into everything
and at last
I have reached the beginning
again,
all of these again's
and for what?
To go again...
and again?

sor-ry 2

Because I feel more than you ever will
Because I know more than you ever will
I choose not to communicate with you
I choose not to poison your small pond
with the fear you spit at me.

Spit on me, all over me
I am forever and always
Better and bigger, always
ahead of you,
more than you

Keep being afraid
Write your notes in your agenda
keep yourself on track
You are a stone
I am a mountain
You are a puddle
I am an ocean.

Poor pathetic you
Sad sorry person.
Go build your fence
Get your job
2.5 kids and a dog

Find your cheap version of happy
It's all you'll ever know.

sor-ry

Many colors
so many
you are dull
so boring
you are
of no
importance
to me

You are Ugly
the definition
of disgust
I wish you
silence
fog
rain
perpetual greyness

You are
no one
no body
no thing
no where

sleep forever,
you can't
handle
living